

hours awake - a big number
i feel like i’ve been awake for years. minutes seem like hours. hours seem like months. time flows like maple syrup. everything is in slow motion. i witness it all. the shadows are moving. i don’t know if i could sleep if i wanted

hours awake - maybe 35. not sure. lost count.
i can feel everything in the world at once. going through bouts of tiredness and awakeness. the illustrious albino raccoon has not come for me. not sure if i believe in anything anymore
the-vashta-nerada-will-fuck-up:
Things marielle should not be doing:
- the thing
Things marielle is doing right now:
- the thing
the-vashta-nerada-will-fuck-up:
since there are now 90 of you out there we should do something fun as soon as marielle fals asleep.
I’M NOT GONNA FALL ASLEEP EVER
(Source: shaquille0nihilism, via highcups)